Tuesday, October 4, 2005:
my mom thinks i'm not studying hard enough. maybe its true. i'm not putting enough effort. i really dunno what is alot anymore. everything i do seems to be so insignificant. will i really be able to do well at all for o's or not? mmm. everything seems so uncertain. i'm really worried for all the practicals. bio pract - i missed it cos of piano exam, and they went through today and now i wish i did it cos there's no more practs left for me to practice. then we went through chem pract today, another lousy grade. i really dont know whats wrong with my practicals la. i mean, everytime its just like a rollercoaster ride, some times get stangely high, then get an all time low, then back up again. what is this man, homeostatic reaction ah. sigh lor.
i finally got a new bio textbook. its mey's old text book. (: and its so nice and new. but devoid of all the notes that i have for this year. oh no. :\ what to do. sigh. some idiot took my beloved bio textbook and now i'm bookless. oh well. its not like jonathan tay's lessons are that useful anyway. thanks mey! (:

drew this with minty and rong today in class when school was going to be over. (: so prettayyy. hehhh. nice CASTLE eh? (:
love is patient. love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.- 1st cor 13:4-8
a shout of praise.
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